Saturday, May 31, 2003
yesterdae moRning i wOke uP fRm a nitEmaRe.. i tried to reCall wAd hapPen, bUt onLy sOme flaShes baCk.. its wAs aBt aLvIn.. a gEr told him she liKe him.. aRgh..... ok.. he didn`t reJeCt her. i confRont e gEr.. but i dUnO in e eNd whO he choOse.. =( afteR tT, jUz foUnd myseLf wOke uP cRying.. stRanGe~ haiz.. am i toO senSitive? or e dReaming is hiNting mi? i duno.. Love reali huRtz, i dOn`t reali hav cOnfiDenCe in him. so im stil tinking whether tO cOmmit intO e reLatiOnshiP oR fiNd anOther gUy whO can maKe mi feEl seCuRe. haiz.. tO mi, Love is like gamBling. U've tO make a chOiCe, nO maTteR win or lOse, stil hav tO aCcePt e resUlt. waD i cAn dO is jUz cOntinUe to gaMbLe on. hMm.. tEmpeR rAther hOt.. tiNk i mUz dRink some "Liang Cha" to cOoL mySelf down. |d{^_-}b| Stefanie Sun Yan Zi - Wo Bu Nan Guo |d{-_^}b|
` - tOoTtoOt muack gOnGgOnG
-3:40:00 AM`
