Friday, December 29, 2006
had discovered the biggest lie he told me. it hurts. i've been living in the dark for so long. cried myself to slp but failed, cried nonstop until my headache occurs. fark, y he treat me this way. i tell myself i dont need a man like this. sobs.
4yrs. its hard for me to love him anymore. its hard to force myself to leave him too. terrible decision to make. to reality, i noe i cant live with him in my future anymore. so i guess, i've already made up my mind.
` - tOoTtoOt muack gOnGgOnG
-3:20:00 PM`
Thursday, December 28, 2006
~xmas eve~
w0ke up in e m0rnings, den 0nline.. chatted with darling. she wanted to go starhub buy new hp, so we headed to Vivo, meeting deon & her mum too. hurhur. darling b0ught k800i with 3.2mp, but too bad front cam is only for video calls. so, my aim is stil a n73!! heez. sh0p lai sh0p qu, haiyo kana dragged to take foto with santa. hohoho, santa bao wo nv bao deon :X nvm, no pressies anyway. Zz-.- oh ya, tooter called me darling in front of the cust svc guy lo. *gosh* i guess he must have thot we're les. wahahaha~ bth.
*TA DA!* our dinner is Carls Jr! very very huge burger, no matter which fillings. drinks are unlimted topups. the only one who cant finish all was of cos.. tooter. kekez. end up she tao bao it home.. after that, sh0p at BEST, den to Daiso. i bought a very lovely box there.. hehe! planning to use it for putting honey's bday pressie. okies~ merry xmas to all den, n reached home ard 11pm. sadness. lonely lonely, cos honey wasnt with me..
~xmas~
12mn~ dong dong dong~` no news from honey e whole day. worried. heart breaks.
~26th dec~
went sh0pping again! with jamie this time. was raining heavily e whole day.. arghs. far east, ps, bugis. not bad bah, this time only 3 places but already hell tired.. torture sia~` we tried alot of clothes, inner or outer. 1st item jamie b0ught is a bag! readily for her new job. haha.. den i b0ught a pair of earrings, studs. hmm.. stil got her skirt, n bra for each of us. hehehe. i love promos on bras~ oh ya! not to left out the miracle pigpigs hairclip! wonderful.
ard 10pm was raining. haiz.. den we waited for a cab like crazy, drenched for ard 20min+ *sobs* finally she managed to call in. super headache was e end result for e day. heh! reach home open letter box, received my top from tw spree. *lalala*
~27th dec~
tears flow like running water.. ='(
` - tOoTtoOt muack gOnGgOnG
-12:12:00 AM`
Monday, December 25, 2006
lonely xmas.. =(
.trying hard to smile.
` - tOoTtoOt muack gOnGgOnG
-1:29:00 AM`
Thursday, December 21, 2006
honey & me watched "Curse of The Golden Flower" ytd at tiong bahru.. xD jay hao ke ai, but honey kept laughing at his expressions.. :@ tmd. but really, jay cant squeeze out his tears. hurhur. honey yawn & yawns. kuku de lor, stil plan to watch at gvmax but honey so piggy..
sianz, honey lost his fone or rather, my old fone.. in m'sia. si kuku like that $100 value is gones. tink i have to wait till nx yr to get my n73 or n7390 le. boring day w/o honey.
` - tOoTtoOt muack gOnGgOnG
-11:16:00 PM`
Thursday, December 14, 2006
when can i find someone..
who can make me smile,
be there for me,
wont make me tears..
wont leave me alone..
` - tOoTtoOt muack gOnGgOnG
-10:30:00 PM`
Wednesday, December 13, 2006
had my "medicine" ytd. xD honey's in m'sia now, he'll be back later. hehez, miss him so muchhie. i felt so weird these few days, having at least 2 dreams everyday. today, had 4!! omg, wads wrong with my mind? hope i can slp peacefully tonite.. haiz.
Jay's Curse of The Golden Flower will be on preview 20th Dec, hope honey will bring me go watch. keke. sure this movie will attract alot of fans but i dont tink it'll be a nice one.. *cos i dont like war & history* :X
dearest jamie is in HongKong! she muz be enjoying herself now~ when she's back, joanne will be going.
` - tOoTtoOt muack gOnGgOnG
-9:28:00 AM`
Sunday, December 10, 2006
lousy temper, fucking emotions. i'm bursting.
where's my medicine? ='(
` - tOoTtoOt muack gOnGgOnG
-1:24:00 PM`
