Sunday, July 30, 2006
I'm bad :X went out less than 1hr & i bought ZA cleanser + 2-way foundation.. and a Adidas watch.. it was a love at 1st sight + it looks unique to me(mayb im sua ku). kekez. ytd received my earrings from spree! *yipee* it's very niceee~ but too bad jamie ordered one was supposed to be a naval ring. hahas.
my new watch ^^v
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-10:18:00 PM`
i'm really bored.
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-5:07:00 PM`
so sianz.. 
miss him badly but dont get to see him..
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-12:55:00 AM`
Friday, July 28, 2006
hehez. on wed, dear fetched me after work. *happy* den i drag him to raffles city eat yakun bread toast~ my 1st time eating. lols! abit sua ku i noe.. bread toast is NICE but the ice milo sucks. remember i ate butter sugar n cheezy french. den went to PS eat noodle omelette with ham n cheese, i love it. *slurps* lastly, watched Nacho Libre at the cathay, i thot it was a stupid show like other comedies.. but stil not so bad bah, quite farnie n a lil touching too.
thurs, meet dear near his work place. before tat, i slack in this fashion. omg lo, a few yrs since i last bought anything from there. keke. i bought a small top, usual price $6, after discount $4.80! damn cheapo~
i nv go work today.. :X cos da yi ma sabo me, make me so pain.. *sobs* hehehe.
nachooooooooooooo.
` - tOoTtoOt muack gOnGgOnG
-5:04:00 PM`
Tuesday, July 25, 2006
today is the 1st day of 7th mth in lunar calender aka ghost festival~ its a happy 2mth tis yr for the spirits.. heez. my company got 'bai bai' but im stil not quite understand abt it. only buddhist can pray? haiz.. nobody ans my doubts -.-
my feets with 3 plasters.
` - tOoTtoOt muack gOnGgOnG
-8:14:00 PM`
Why am i feeling like this again? i feel that YOU've neglect me. if next month, i didn't see things that YOU promised me, perhaps i might go crazy. Crazy again. i'm a girl & i love being pampered. however, i've received NONE, not a single pampering from YOU. a small lil gift or a stalk of cheap flower can brighten up my day, but it'll never pop out from your hand. a sweet lil sms or a short fone call makes me happy too, but it'll never be your name thats appearing on my hp. Why? Is that really hard to make me happy??
yet i cried ytd after msn-ing u, u're not chatting with me coz u're watching TV. n yet i'm crying now aft calling to spot check u. excuse me, it's not a spot check, but u supposed it to be. i called u is bcoz u didn't reply my sms, coz u're watching TV.
Imagine one day, i'm falling apart.
Me: dear, i'm very sad.
You: oic. *haha* (laughing at the contents of TV show)
Me: i can't take it anymore n i've juz slash my wrist.
You: huh? why u so stubbon? *haha* (laughing at the contents of TV show again)
Me: bye.. *in tears*
You: ok, come find u after my show finish.
` i've already put down the fone n dead. `
` - tOoTtoOt muack gOnGgOnG
-12:05:00 AM`
Sunday, July 23, 2006
~22nd July~
Zhen's bdae~! :D met jamie ard 1pm at FEP, den shop shop~ bought a pair of earrings & a bag from TomatoCan. *geez* finally got a suitable bag for work. jamie bought one too so tat we spent $50 to get e membership card~ aft tat we headed to buy mocha cake for zhen. *yummy* met zhen & joanne at MS, but e kuku kbox full so we went to Suntec de. celebrated & cut cake inside kbox, took some dummy pics. i felt tat zhen is so happy.. lols. bcoz of some reasons.. *kekez*
6.30pm -.- went to idiot YY's working place, tok kok awhile.. he sux! tmd big bully. his hairstyle is similar to jamie's real papa~ MUAHAHahaha! -neat side parting, old fashion uncle's style- den we carry on our shopping.. MS, esplanade. feet damn pain..
zhen & e cake i chose =D
~today~
went out with tooter to shop for deon's prezzie. all related to doraemon :X tooter looks like a zebra, coz of her black & white stripes top. hehe. 1st stop, TM, west travel to east.. *dying* 2nd stop, PS, munch munch KFC. argh, she persuaded me to cheat e cashier >.< to buy student mealz. lols! nvm, i wore kiddish todae. duhz. last stop, tiong bahru, i ate BK~ junk food make me FATsss. sobs~
din get to meet vinvin tis wkend.. =(
sii beii sadd.. fark.
` - tOoTtoOt muack gOnGgOnG
-11:31:00 PM`
Wednesday, July 19, 2006
heez. i feel better today after waking up & c dear's sms.. his words really soften me. hmm.. he broke 2 promises & i havnt tell him :X i got evidence de wor. *lol* while viewing my old kept smses juz nw, i saw one of it, he's saying that he dun mind how ezly angry i am. BUT few wks ago, he complained abt my bad temper. bOo~ 2ndly, i wrote in my previous post, he said he wont go tat ktv pub but he went ytd. another bOo~ enuf of my rants. i 4gif him but i cant 4get. need to whack my dummy hard in his butt as punishment :D
Love is beautiful
So beautiful..
random edit.
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-8:20:00 PM`
Tuesday, July 18, 2006
haiz.. few wks ago, dd went go ktv pub with his frenz. told him i dun like den he say he dun go again le.. although stil got one bottle of alcohol kept there. but today.. he told me he's going there again. tink he've forgotten wad he promised. *sad* nvm, his freedom. i dun like it, but it's stil his decision. y im worry ne? cos i scare he drink too much den anyhow anyhow.. =( how i wish he will come my hse orh orh after his outing, but it's quite impossible so i din mention. 10pm le, he should be meeting them soon.. *pray pray* i trust him. i dun trust those biatches.
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-10:05:00 PM`
Saturday, July 15, 2006
im not feeling gd.. 
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-7:22:00 PM`
i've been trying hard to control not to throw my temper on u, everytime when i feel like scolding u, i hold back. on wed, while we're waiting for bus. we tok abt ur job system & u suddenly shout at me. i cried. fine, i forget abt tis e nx day. ytd nite, our last sms was 6+pm, u couldn't cfm abt wad time ur work end so u said u would sms me later. 7pm, i started waiting. 10pm, stil waiting, u should have knocked off. 2am, stil waiting, u should be slping. what on earth am i waiting for? a pathetic sms that would sooth my mind? sobbing off like an abandon cat on my bed.
10am, i woke up, my fone's being quiet. 2pm, i couldn't stand it, worry for ur safety. i called u, u picked up. u're at home, i cried & put down e fone. u smsed me, "i dun mean to make u worry.. is juz that i dun feel like going anywhere. and i off my hp last nite.." i felt as if a needle poke thru my heart. i replied, "u noe ur reason is pissing me off. u dun wan to go out u cant say? mute can oso sms. u tink i'll take a knife point at u force u to go out?" no reply from u den. perhaps u're playing ur game, or u din bother to give a fucking damn abt me at all.
*listening to: Tanya - Beautiful Love*
` - tOoTtoOt muack gOnGgOnG
-2:19:00 PM`
Friday, July 14, 2006
tinking of e past.
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-12:59:00 AM`
Tuesday, July 04, 2006
ktv session today. kbox clementi, 7pm+ to 10.30pm. J-grp includes jamie, janice, joanne n me. took some silly fotos, poor jamie's efforts as she keeps adjusting her digicam, lots of test shots.. *yawns*
kekez, joanne saw her pri sch classmate working at kbox. den halfway we sang, he came in. our reaction when he step into the room was, "woah, so big ar?!" is bcos of wad he had.. a HUGE pen for joanne to sign her credit card receipt. LOLs~ okie, the pen was much more longer n thicker compared to a d**k :X
overall stil ok bah, 3/5 enjoyable. duhz.
jie mei huaS =x
sitting in front of my lappy now, my heart shakes a little. wonder if im able to slp well laters. haiz.. was tossing n turning in my bed ytd, from 1am til mayb 3+? had a dream too. tink im reali suffering from insomnia. lack of slp in my everyday life its such a torture, hair falls, look shagged. less than 3hrs of slp daily, tink i can say byebye to tis world soon bah. i wish i could, be alone, den slowly disappear from tis earth.. at least like tat, nobody will miss me.
` - tOoTtoOt muack gOnGgOnG
-12:45:00 AM`
Sunday, July 02, 2006
went out with jamie ytd, we shopped from far east to ps. good old days :) *geez* i bought a polo-tee, mini skirt & heel shoes. but the tai tai only wanted to take neo-pics. arghs` shopped until tired le, den send her off at taxi stand -.-" heez, den my dearest vinvin lai ps fetch me go home n help me take shopping bags :D
hungry jamie drools on food.
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-3:09:00 PM`
