Wednesday, January 21, 2004
hAizzz.. todae afternn wake up, gb gb.. suppose to go out wif dear take foto, shop shop. but instead he disappeared offline.. den i noe he`s slping. *angry* i nv mention anything cos his eye pain. =/ at nite, he fone me.. i dun remember much, onli remember e last sentence.. "knn, u go hong kan lar" den he hang up. im fucking mad n cried.. i hate pple to scold me. no1 do tat to me except him. who likes to b scolded by e one u love most? tis is shit. i cant imagine e future.. i stil can tahan now. but i duno whether i can, when im old. =( 10pm until 4.30am. i play a few rounds of gb, chat, listen songs n rot.. fa dai.. pigu pain, gastric pain, eyes pain.. but none can b compared to my heart pain.. im veri sleepy, wanted to slp. but duno y juz waited for more than 6hr juz to hear his "sorry". im toopid. i can forgif him, but who can assure tis wun happen again?! haiz.
4 missed calls. he say "it's so sad and angry when cal the person he\she dun wan to ans..." he onli tink of how he feels, how abt me?? he doesn`t noe i cried. juz bcos of his fucking attitude.... is making me mad. "breakup" did cross my mind, but not much effect. wo zhen de bu xiang shi qu ta >.<"
suan le. hope tml i wake up will 4get tis.. 
` - tOoTtoOt muack gOnGgOnG
-5:18:00 AM`
