Saturday, April 09, 2005
no mood todae.. freaking singnet svr ki siao. made me no maple for 2 days.. nvm, its ok. cos ytd dear come my hse, got him pei me i not sian le.. todae lunch, we ordered pizza hut~ supreme splitzza, seafood lasagne, 12 drumlets n pepsi.. reali yummy. but not long later, he juz rush out to meet a fren. me? left at home. ok, he say he`ll call me later. but i wait n wait until i fall aslp.. 7pm sms him, 7.30 reply me. den i slp again, 9pm wake up call him, he was on his way home.. i was like..wtf. thot he`d come accompany me, but im wrong. im..so..damn..pissed. mayb i shldn`t rely on him anymore.. needa find more things to get rid of my boredom. haiz.. how i wish there`s a guy who will treat me n pamper me like a princess. too bad, whom i love isn`t wad i wish for.. =(
gotta make myself drunk alittle tml.. have to feel more numb. no use consoling myself on useless issue he wont care.
-listening- Zhang Shao Han - Yi Shi De Mei Hao
` - tOoTtoOt muack gOnGgOnG
-2:45:00 AM`
